Too much of a good thing?

I don’t understand, you hated her so much you were gonna move out. you told me later when we were all friends that you would be friends with her BUT “I will never trust her. Ever.” That’s exactly what you said to me. In all honesty i think you just like having someone to talk shit to all the time. You talk shit about her to me and to her about me. You were dead set on her not living with us and now she is. You just seem to like her so much more, but i mean i have been your friend since the beginning of the school year, and she just now came in the picture, so now your gonna hate on me? WTF?! that’s just not how you treat someone that was there for you when you were homesick ALL last semester. and when you cried about your hair. ALL THE TIME! and i have just turned into a doormat. i just let people walk all over me and i never say anything to them, ever. I just let people treat me like absolute dog shit. I heard y’all talk about me the other day. yes i know i have changed. but i have changed from what people expect me to be into what I WANNA BE. and I’m not gonna let anyone take that away. for once i do what i wanna when i want to. and I’m gonna keep doing it.
and you can just be a hypocrite and tell me it reflects poorly on you when i kiss girls, when i do recall you made out with 2 girl. so just cuz you do something that makes it okay? yeah don’t think so. not at all. they have a word for that bitch, its hypocrite and they get their karma. yes they do. and you’ll get your karma for cheating and lying. he should be your whole world, and instead you go behind his back and talk to everyone! and yeah its hard being apart, something ill never understand, but damn you gotta deal with life sometimes! so just suck it up and deal like everyone else! Okay?? No i don’t know what your going through, no i don’t have a girlfriend at home, no i don’t have girls falling all over me, but i am happy with what i get, Its what you have to be. happy with what you get.
so just be happy and if you don’t want me in that tell me.